Illusory Essence

kick common sense to the curb and make the impossible possible


:: There are three passions I will never give up in life: fandoms, heritage and love/gratitude ::

:: Everything in my life has a dream-like quality and everything in my dreams are strangely life-like.
The closest to reality I've ever felt is when I let go of everything and just live or during near-death situations.
But its most likely just because I'm a little less lazy when I think I'm going to die.

:: I'm such a procrastinator; I shouldn't have good grades or be successful at anything.
Somehow, however, it all works out.

:: Every religion contains art. It doesn't matter who is right. To date, I have been Atheist, Agnostic, Lutheran, Jehovah's Witness, Buddhist, and Wiccan.
Now, though, I am simply human.
I'll always believe in science and reincarnation (it's beautiful).

:: I'm not unstable, I can't stand routine.

:: I see faeries all the time because light likes to play tricks on me and I think that we killed off all the dragons and unicorns a long time ago.

:: Using the above comment as evidence, it can also be said that I am slowly following my mother's path on her old-age quest for insanity.
I'd like to believe it's going smoothly.

:: Letting the rain soak me to the bones is one of my simple pleasures.

:: One of my minor irrational fears is that I will someday be attacked by ninjas while I am relieving myself on the toilet.

:: In my next life, I want to be one of several space cowboys making a living off of bounties, traveling throughout several galaxies, and keeping Chinese traditional characters alive.

:: I am blessed with so many wonderful and diverse friends and family and their presence has undeniably saved me from death or worse.

Omae ga shinjiru... OMAE WO SHINJIRU!

:: Do your best and live life to the fullest ::

acoustic guitars, amvs, ancient egyptology, ancient monasteries, animals, anime, animusic, anthros, argonians, art, avalon, bisexuality, bonfires, books, celtic folk music, cheese and brownies, china, climbing, computers, conversation, cosplay, crossplay, dojo, dragon's blood, dragons, drawing, dreams, east asia, eire, elves, faefolk, fan dance, fantasy, felines, final fantasy, folk tales, food, foreign clothing, foreign language, forests, full moon nights, gaming, geisha, good storytellers, hanbok, hangul, harps, harry potter, heterosexuality, hills by the sea, homosexuality, honed senses, honorable sensei, horseback riding, horses, huge trampolines, hugs, incense, inflatable sheepses, instinct, intuition, japan, japanese, japanese school uniforms, katana, khajiiti, kilts, kimono, kisses, knowledge, kodama, korea, korean, korean reunification, link, lotr, magick, mandarin chinese, manga, martial arts, meditative archery, memories, mental discipline, mental intercourse, merlin, morrowind, movies, mp3s, music, mythology, naturality, nature, nintendo, oceans, oiroke no jutsu, omens, orgasmic oblivion, oriental jellies, orion's belt, pagoda, penny whistles, philosophy, photography, pianos, playstation, pocky, poetry, rainy nights, reading, red-tailed hawks, rice candy, rivers, samlip red bean pastry, samurai, sarongs, sewing, sex, shinai, singing, sleeping, soft beds, soggy dildos, south korea, spirit guides, stories, subbed, super smash bros., swimming, taiwan, taking my time, the black moon, the blue moon, the kalmiopsis wilderness, the smell of rain, the web of wyrd, traditional chinese characters, traditional chinese medicine, training, unique geographical areas, vagabonds, viking runes, walking, wandering spirits, waterfalls, wii, writing, 叉燒包, 豆沙包